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I Was Here by Gayle Forman
4.0
Full review on BiblioBrat.com
I have to say, I absolutely love stories like this, so this review may seem a bit biased. I have had a friend commit suicide, and while we weren't best friends... well, let's just say that I can relate to the main character of this story completely.
Meg was a girl that had it all. Looks, brains, a close-knit family, and a full scholarship to her dream school in Seattle. Cody, in contrast, didn't have much: a part-time mother, no father, little money, and hardly any future prospects. One morning while checking her e-mail, Cody's entire world was changed; she had received a suicide note from Meg, who penned one last e-mail to her friends and family before drinking poison in an anonymous motel room.
Cody then makes it her mission to find out why her best friend committed suicide, all the while suffering through her own anguish -- why didn't she know? Could she have done anything? Why?
The answer is both surprising and unsurprising. The novel, on a whole, is both inspiring and depressing. Forman pulls at the heartstrings, and makes you really think about if your best friend were to commit suicide. And hopefully, she will make you think of what would happen to those you love if you, yourself, were to commit suicide. Don't do it!
Highly recommended to those of you that like a thought-provoking, emotional read.
I have to say, I absolutely love stories like this, so this review may seem a bit biased. I have had a friend commit suicide, and while we weren't best friends... well, let's just say that I can relate to the main character of this story completely.
Meg was a girl that had it all. Looks, brains, a close-knit family, and a full scholarship to her dream school in Seattle. Cody, in contrast, didn't have much: a part-time mother, no father, little money, and hardly any future prospects. One morning while checking her e-mail, Cody's entire world was changed; she had received a suicide note from Meg, who penned one last e-mail to her friends and family before drinking poison in an anonymous motel room.
Cody then makes it her mission to find out why her best friend committed suicide, all the while suffering through her own anguish -- why didn't she know? Could she have done anything? Why?
The answer is both surprising and unsurprising. The novel, on a whole, is both inspiring and depressing. Forman pulls at the heartstrings, and makes you really think about if your best friend were to commit suicide. And hopefully, she will make you think of what would happen to those you love if you, yourself, were to commit suicide. Don't do it!
Highly recommended to those of you that like a thought-provoking, emotional read.
If I Stay by Gayle Forman
4.0
(Originally published on Bibliobrat.com)
Actual rating = 3.5 stars
First and foremost, ignore that little statement USA Today made on the cover stating that this will appeal to fans of Twilight. Not that it won't (it very well might), but a statement like that might make the reader think that this novel is comparable to Twilight. It is not. If anything, I'd compare this novel to The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold, as it is written in an out-of-body perspective.
The novel opens with a horrific, fatal car crash. Mia, the protagonist, finds herself outside of her body, which is badly injured and lying in a ditch, thrown from the car -- brain contusions, broken bones, internal injuries, you name it. She finds the bodies of her parents first, dead and horribly mangled. Her little brother, Teddy, is missing from the scene, likely thrown from the car as well. She watches as emergency medical workers clear the scene and transport her body to a local trauma center.
Throughout the mayhem, Mia has a series of flashbacks about her life leading up to the crash. The reader meets her family, her best friend, Kim, and her boyfriend, Adam. Mia is an accomplished classical cellist on the road to Juilliard, with the most amazing, loving family imaginable. Her parents are (I feel like an idiot for saying this) "hip", open-minded, tattooed, and just cool. Her little brother, Teddy, is adorably sweet and funny. Adam, her boyfriend, is hot and in a band.
In between flashbacks, Mia watches over her friends and family in the hospital, also noting her progress. She is in a coma, in critical condition. She has grievous injuries, including some that happened post-accident, during her emergency surgery. Mia learns from the way hospital personnel act towards her body that she may actually have a choice as to if she lives or dies.
This was a really good, poignant novel, but I do have a few problems with it. Firstly, it was a bit on the short side, weighing in at only a little more than 200 pages. (Note: The Kindle version of this novel ends at 79%, which was a bit of a disappointment, because the end is naturally abrupt on its own.) Anyway, because the novel was so short, the characterization suffered a bit, and the love story between Mia and Adam felt a bit forced. I did not believe in their love. I did believe in Mia's immediate family, however. I felt the loss of her parents and brother profoundly. I felt the love from her extended family, as they visited her in the hospital after the accident. But I did not feel anything for Adam, and I believe I was supposed to. However, I'm old and jaded, and I know a love like theirs can turn sour on a dime. They're teenagers. He's in a band. If Mia died, Adam would be getting laid on the regular in two weeks. Meh.
This novel makes you think what you would do in Mia's situation. I won't tell you if Mia decides to stay or go, but if I were Mia, I think I would have let go.
Actual rating = 3.5 stars
First and foremost, ignore that little statement USA Today made on the cover stating that this will appeal to fans of Twilight. Not that it won't (it very well might), but a statement like that might make the reader think that this novel is comparable to Twilight. It is not. If anything, I'd compare this novel to The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold, as it is written in an out-of-body perspective.
The novel opens with a horrific, fatal car crash. Mia, the protagonist, finds herself outside of her body, which is badly injured and lying in a ditch, thrown from the car -- brain contusions, broken bones, internal injuries, you name it. She finds the bodies of her parents first, dead and horribly mangled. Her little brother, Teddy, is missing from the scene, likely thrown from the car as well. She watches as emergency medical workers clear the scene and transport her body to a local trauma center.
Throughout the mayhem, Mia has a series of flashbacks about her life leading up to the crash. The reader meets her family, her best friend, Kim, and her boyfriend, Adam. Mia is an accomplished classical cellist on the road to Juilliard, with the most amazing, loving family imaginable. Her parents are (I feel like an idiot for saying this) "hip", open-minded, tattooed, and just cool. Her little brother, Teddy, is adorably sweet and funny. Adam, her boyfriend, is hot and in a band.
In between flashbacks, Mia watches over her friends and family in the hospital, also noting her progress. She is in a coma, in critical condition. She has grievous injuries, including some that happened post-accident, during her emergency surgery. Mia learns from the way hospital personnel act towards her body that she may actually have a choice as to if she lives or dies.
This was a really good, poignant novel, but I do have a few problems with it. Firstly, it was a bit on the short side, weighing in at only a little more than 200 pages. (Note: The Kindle version of this novel ends at 79%, which was a bit of a disappointment, because the end is naturally abrupt on its own.) Anyway, because the novel was so short, the characterization suffered a bit, and the love story between Mia and Adam felt a bit forced. I did not believe in their love. I did believe in Mia's immediate family, however. I felt the loss of her parents and brother profoundly. I felt the love from her extended family, as they visited her in the hospital after the accident. But I did not feel anything for Adam, and I believe I was supposed to. However, I'm old and jaded, and I know a love like theirs can turn sour on a dime. They're teenagers. He's in a band. If Mia died, Adam would be getting laid on the regular in two weeks. Meh.
This novel makes you think what you would do in Mia's situation. I won't tell you if Mia decides to stay or go, but if I were Mia, I think I would have let go.