YES THIS BOOK! Second change romance where monsters have been revealed to the real world. Van is a top tier MMC who lets Ellie grow and thrive. Ellie's whole arc makes you want to stand up and cheer for her. and the spice, WooooBOY. It's both character-driven and hot AF. 
Drink this Book: Enjoy with a glass of New Zealand Sauvignon Blanc, ideally from Waiheke Island.