Yeah, okay, I won't torture myself. It's not a pleasant read. I took this one because I love Eric's acting and I think monologues are clever + he was amazing with them on stage. But this one is a dissapointment. I find the way he writes about women extremely disturbing. Maybe that was the goal and it's all a character work, but I don't think the plot is worth overcoming the revulsion (I've skimmed through the last diary entries).