this book absolutely sucks. it’s not gorey, it’s not sad or enlightening. it’s not heart wrenching or scary. this is a sad excuse for a book. none of the characters are likeable (i don’t even have sympathy for the main character who we are supposed to feel for), the grammar and spelling is worse in some places than a wattpad story, and the actual font used in the book is even atrocious. save your time, and stay away from matt shaw. he’s not a good writer.